Honestly Kid

by Daniel Damkoehler

 

premature fiction

28.3 Cents A Minute

Dennis Plaster waited behind his desk, watch­ing the large round clock in the small squad room tick off his 28.3 cents a minute. In the first half hour he went through all the ques­tion­naires again. He counted 31 ref­er­ences to young Mac Taylor, Gabriel Velasquez’s best friend. Forty ref­er­ences to Gabriel as a ‘nice’ kid or per­son. Two ‘cutes.’ 40 ‘really Mexicans.’ 35 ‘small,’ ‘lit­tle,’ or oth­er­wise diminu­tive. Only one ref­er­ence to the wind­mill and farm, but 26 men­tions of his ‘guts,’ ‘brav­ery,’ ‘courage,’ etc, mostly for the way he played soc­cer and base­ball (badly, but with spirit and tenacity).

Dennis had typed these and other fig­ures into a spread­sheet pro­gram on the ancient com­puter pro­vided him by the ‘city’ of Brenlee. It reminded him of an exer­cise in his junior col­lege American History class. They had been required to read sev­eral first per­son accounts of the bat­tle of Gettysburg from both sides, by offi­cers and infantry­men alike, not­ing com­mon ref­er­ences in the expe­ri­ence. “From this,” the wiz­ened old pro­fes­sor had explained, “one may develop some more objec­tive view of what it meant to serve in that bat­tle.” Why not do the same thing in order to under­stand a per­son you’ve never met? He thought Hernandez would be pleased.

Once he had com­pleted his infor­mal index of the stu­dent ques­tion­naires, Officer Plaster looked at the offi­cial clock on the wall. A lit­tle over an hour had passed since his talk with Perry Foltz. Still no word from Hernandez. He knew he shouldn’t worry, but he went out to the front desk to ask Winnie to try rais­ing him on the radio. She did and Hernandez told her he wouldn’t be back for a cou­ple of hours and to have Dennis hang on.

Hang on. For a cou­ple of hours. Just hang on. Plaster went out to the park­ing lot to have a smoke. Before his last drag, he checked his watch, 10:45. If MacDuff Taylor was out sick and his par­ents weren’t pulling up stakes and leav­ing town like a few of their more pan­icked neigh­bors, then the boy should be at home. Sitting behind his desk was a waste of time. Besides, orders are for guys with goals. For Plaster, this is just a job.

Blank ques­tion­naire. Clipboard. Pen. Save the spread­sheet file. Stack the other ques­tion­naires neatly on the mid­dle of his desk. Tip of the hat and a “I’ll be back in a bit,” quickly and with­out stop­ping before Winnie can get too curi­ous. And he’s on his way. He radios in from the address per the pro­ce­dure, but there’s no point in dis­cussing things now. And Winnie only says, “Okay, Dennis.”

**

Who is this beau­ti­ful woman who answers the door? And how did she land in Brenlee? He feels his face go read as he stam­mers, “Mrs. – Mrs. T-T-Taylor?”

Yes?”

MacDuff Taylor’s mother?” How could she have ever birthed a child? So thin and well put together.

Yes, I’m Mac’s mother.”

I won­der if I might speak with him. I know he’s home sick today, but I’ve inter­viewed most of his class­mates and they all say he and Gabriel were close…”

Of course. Come in.”

The house is like a cat­a­log. A nice cat­a­log intended for peo­ple who live some­place other than Brenlee. Napa. Sonoma. Monterey. San Francisco.

Have a seat. Can I get you anything?”

No. No, thanks.” He should have let Hernandez han­dle this. Plaster is cer­tain he’ll break some­thing he can’t afford to replace. He sits on the edge of an antique look­ing leather couch.

She stops mov­ing for the first time. Flowing, really. And in this inter­rupted flow she looks both beau­ti­ful and awk­ward. She doesn’t know how to tell him the truth. This dis­com­fort Plaster rec­og­nizes. This makes him feel more at ease. A world of prob­lems? Yes. A world of ease and nice things. No.

Is some­thing wrong?”

I… uh… my hus­band and I… I don’t want you to think we just encour­age him to… it wasn’t our idea. It was his. He likes it back there. Or says he does, anyway.”

Who likes what? Where?”

Mac. He likes hid­ing. At least today. Or any day he’s unhappy really.” She hur­ries to add, “Which isn’t that often.” She shifts her weight from one foot to the other and then tells him, “Mac’s in the shed.”

The shed?”

Out back.”

Okay.” Plaster stands up and fol­lows her out to the back yard. They stop a few feet away from the door to a small stor­age shed made of scrap lum­ber and old road signs.

He’s under the tarp.”

Through the door, an old blue tarp is just vis­i­ble, draped down over what looks like a work­bench. And all at once, Dennis Plaster feels as though he knows this kid. Is it the smell of the dust, wood, and motor oil from the shed? Or sim­ply the way the light spilling through the door falls onto the blue tarp? Dennis knows Mac now because he remem­bers or really, has just learned, some­thing about him­self. Something about hid­ing for days on end. The beau­ti­ful mother dis­ap­pears. The world is silent. Dennis moves slowly to the wooden struc­ture. He enters and leans against a saw horse. It will be some time before he speaks and then only to answer a quiet doubt roused from its hid­ing place under that dirty blue veil, “Is Gabriel really dead?”