Honestly Kid

by Daniel Damkoehler

 

premature fiction

Extinguished

This headache. This dark­ness. Something cold and a mas­sive heat over it. Where is his body? Where is he?

Dennis Plaster brings a hand to his fore­head. He rubs. His face is wet. He tries open­ing his eyes and catches them between his thumb and fore­fin­ger, pinch­ing the bridge of nose. Why can’t he hang on?

He is cough­ing and try­ing to sit up. His hand has a hard time keep­ing track of his face in all that move­ment. Finally, he is sit­ting up, elbows on his knees, his head hang­ing in the shade his own body makes. He looks at the dirt and ragged grass beneath him. The sun, that mas­sive heat, feels good on his neck.

What an ass­hole,” he mum­bles for and to him­self. His clothes and hair are wet, though his shoes and the bot­tom of his pants are dry. His gun is still hol­stered, though he has lost track of his radio.

He could look up to see exactly where he is. He could even get up. But Dennis Plaster feels no urgency. He’s been had and he’s been beaten. By what, he can’t say. Before he goes on, he wants to know just how stu­pid he has been and just how long he has been out. For all he knows, it could be months. Feels like weeks. The headache stretches time for­ward and behind. He looks at his watch. Fifteen min­utes since he approached the house.

He lis­tens. Someone is walk­ing away, he can just barely hear the foot­steps in the dirt. He looks up and around, but as he squints through the sun­light, he sees only the barn, the farm­house, and all the things he saw before. He can’t hear the foot­steps anymore.

His head throbs when he stands. He finds his radio on the porch. Someone has set it upright there and turned it off. Near it there is a dis­charged fire extin­guisher, bits of white pow­der lazily falling from the frosted cone at the end of its noz­zle. Around what used to be his patch of ground a few feet away, more of the pow­der is caught in the grass and weeds. Some of it still sticks to his cloth­ing. That’s the smell. Plaster spits and runs a hand through his hair. Covered with the shit. Reminds him of a time in high school when he and friend ‘dec­o­rated’ someone’s ex-girlfriend’s small pickup. He can’t even remem­ber if it was his girl­friend or his friend’s. He’d shake his head, but the headache keeps him still.

He debates radio­ing in this whole thing, fil­ing a report, the whole mess… but knows he has to do it. He sighs and picks up the radio. The speaker pops when it turns it on and as he absently checks the fre­quency, another, louder pop from the orchard behind the barn. No, louder but more muf­fled than a pop. It makes no sense to him, but he knows the sound. A shotgun.

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