Honestly Kid

by Daniel Damkoehler

 

2nd thoughts

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Man is equally inca­pable of see­ing the noth­ing­ness from which he emerges and the infin­ity in which he is engulfed.
– Blaise Pascal

Like every­one, I have a few favorite ideas that I can’t help return­ing to. One of those is get­ting lost, wan­der­ing around some­where that might have once seemed so famil­iar, and then find­ing my way home again from a whole new angle. Note: I didn’t say it was entirely orig­i­nal, just a favorite.

That’s why I usu­ally laugh when I drive through a neigh­bor­hood and some clever bunch of van­dals has done over all of the street signs. It reminds me that it’s all just made up any­way. The map is not the world. Change the signs on that inter­sec­tion and three streets still meet, but are they the same three streets. If one was Dumbass Ave and the other Einstein Blvd and they change to Smith and Jones respec­tively, does it really feel the same? Maybe to you, but not to me.

There’s some­thing besides names and things (or sign and sig­ni­fied, if you pre­fer a more for­mal con­struct) at work in the way we see the world. Names. Things. Those names you never remem­ber. Those places you never for­get. And the reverse. There is a thing between a name and a thing that makes it feel like it fits or doesn’t. Perhaps that’s sim­ply our mind or our con­scious­ness or our cul­tural baggage?

Go out and get your­self lost and you’ll begin to take notice of the per­cep­tual fil­ters you rely on to main­tain your so-called coher­ent sense of real­ity. And maybe you’ll notice that real­ity is some­thing we like best one step removed from our­selves, safely fil­tered. And maybe too, you’ll dis­cover the ways that some­thing that both­ers you about the way world works is as much a mat­ter of the way you’ve cho­sen to see things as the way things might actu­ally be.