What I Want Now
About ten years ago, when my life had put me in a place that I didn't want to be and I felt I couldn't escape constant disappointment I spent virtually all of my daily 1.5 hour commute time mulling / reflecting / ruminating / picking-over / obsessing about just why I could never have the life/job I wanted. Somewhere in my personal morass of complaints, paranoid accusations, invented slights, and ... +more+